sweet dreamer

oh dear

2006-08-17T02:40:24Z

if you are a friend of mine that has noticed that I have not signed onto myspace it is because I do not have the appropriate password to sign in with and I dont know when Ill retrieve it. I am so upset that I can not sign in and I hope one day soon I will be able to. boo hoo. if you want to send me an email go for it!! monica_elena@hellokitty.com
xoxoxoxoxo

Jai Im going to call you soon mkay!

asdui pasdfb

2006-08-07T02:00:55Z

yeap. spent the night with shaun last night~~~ fun!
took a bubble bath today and played with bath toys~~~ you have no clue how much fun I had. woot woot!
not sure what I will be doing this week ..................
pook!

yeap

2006-08-06T07:37:35Z

just noticed how long it has been since i last wrote.

monday my sister and I went shopping and out to lunch. my sister is precious. she bought me two shirts and other stuff. thankyou sissy!
tuesday night shaun and i met some people at starbucks---post oak. played chess like whoa.

wed thurs fri------

went to numbers last night with this guy--- Peter. he told me i was too hyper twice---- i cant hang out with someone that cant keep up with me. but he was cool.

staying the night with Shaun tonight and I think he has fallen asleep. my eyes look kinda bad--- like soo sleepy zzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mom looks great lately which she usually does but considering the amount of stress she is going through.......... I LOVE HER!

signing off for the night. pook.

love me love you love the kangaroo

2006-07-28T19:42:31Z

Yesterday I went to my psychiatrist. It was a nervewracking visit... talking about medicine and weight loss and so on. I lost another 11 pounds in ONE MONTH. So, I weigh 138 and I use to weigh 159... only the truth. sort of a relief i would think but answering question from my psychiatrist takes some effort. Telling her stories about whats been going on in my life and so on. So, She gave me a new medicine that relaxes my muscles.. i hope the medicine doesnt make me lazy.
I came up to Java Juice and read a little and Shaun showed up and we went to Grants apartment to pick him up and then came to Java Juice to play games. Shaun has to work alllll dddaaayyyy... meh! but yea he is making money so more power to him.
Shaun and Grant are toooo funny. I adore both of them.
I had coffee just a little while ago... auserba dfnklsd. meh! My sister called me to wake me up and I jumped up and got ready and came up to JJ. Im like a chicken that drank red bull... or something similar.

OKAY, So I mentioned my friend Alex in a previous post. I absolutely adore him and hes like soo awesome. Well he has some 'friends' and they KEEP BOTHERING ME AT MYSPACE and its REALLY CREEPY!!!!!!!!!!!! Its like they are forcing themsleves on me pressuring me into being friends with them. I dont have room in my life to invest time in people that I dont desire to be friends with. I mean there are A TON of people in this world and these people that are bothering me just need to look elsewhere!!! I dont deserve to be harrassed. ARGH!

above it all I am content in the moment of silence looking forward to communication with MY friends... my friends know who they are.

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-07-24T19:39:55Z

so, I ate the peppermint that was in my awesome purse. pook!
Justin came into Java Juice... my sister was working this morning/early afternoon otherwise I would not have came to Java Juice so early. She is all ready off.. she was off at 1:00 and she sat with me and Ann till 2:00. Im waiting for Shaun to show up... pook! So, yea I sat with Justin and looked at sexy photos of girls/models on his laptop. He is sooo much fun! I drew an awesome butterfly for him and showed him a nice signature for his name. Those little papers better not get thrown in the trash.
jealousy bites. I think I had more fun than Justin did looking at all those girls/models ....hahahahahah. whateva...
so what is exciting in my life... drinking water! jyea!
ok, haha I have nothing else to write

so cold

2006-07-24T13:06:06Z

I didnt sleep last night at all. Which isnt unusual for me. pfft. I listened to this CD of techno from Belguim that Shaun gave to me. woot woot.
Um, its early. Yea, myspace still isnt working for me... go figure. I start to wonder if It will never work again :::gasp:::
Shaun gets off late afternoon and Im pretty sure Ill be hanging out with him... woot woot!
I feel really annoyed lately. I know one thing that really gets to me is it seems as though I jumped into a relationship with a guy that I found out over a short period of time was completely not the person I want to be in a relationship with. There is no way him and I are getting back together but he seems to have high hopes that there is still a chance that we will. No way... No way!!! I would write more about why I choose not to pursue a relationship with him... and by George I think I will. Just somethings like going to strip clubs, obsession with dirty filthy porn, emotional unstability, fantasizing about other woman while I was with him. I see clearly and at the moment I dream of being on my cloud engulfed with peace and I dont want to be hindered by someone that asks more than i can give.

it is a beautiful morning. Just might see good ol friend Justin today... if he does show up Im going to secretly put a four leaf clover in his muffin and watch him eat it.

oooo +what the hell has andrew been up to+ oooo argh headache!!!

guess what Im going to do... smoke a cigg... one of the last ones that I am officially smoking... I sware to it.

Im sure Ill be writing more through out the day.

No... No, I will not take candy from strangers! speaking of candy shaun gave me two peppermints yesterday at the soccer field! woot woot! I have one in my purse that I absolutely love.. the purse, I love the purse. goose! and we also had some sour punch straws at Java Juice yesterday. pook!

paupearette @ 2006-07-23T17:46:00

2006-07-23T23:52:15Z

Hanging out with Shaun... went to Grants and left for the soccer field... Grant and Shaun kicked the ball around and I sat on the swings/layed in the grass. I kicked the soccer ball around a little.
My myspace still isnt cooperating. Hopefully tomorrow it will be back to normal.
Im calling Alex and Tristan tonight as promised... probably end up hanging out with one of them... its been a while since I have seen Alex I suppose. He always wears the neatest clothes/shoes...
determined to stops smoking.

Java Juice

2006-07-23T22:14:32Z

Sitting here with Shaun; trying to sign onto myspace. I havent been able to sign on all day {myspace}!!!
Not sure what Shaun and I are going to do tonight... possibly hang out with Grant.
I want to buy a CD.. AFI!
My hair needs to be trimmed !!!
Its raining and Im sleepy... I should hava taken a cold shower when I woke up but yea I didnt.. pook!

argh

2006-07-23T21:01:22Z

pook! I was in T&A salon and one of their clients sells tobacco products...
He gave me a pack of ciggerettes. I was going to quit! So much for that determination!!!

sunday

2006-07-23T20:04:10Z

Last night I had the BIGGEST headahe! I know whats bothering me and Im quite annoyed.

I hung out with a freind last night... played cards and watched TV and some comedy DVD. I went home at like 3:00 approx.
I didnt sleep till 5 and woke up kinda late.

Im going to finish reading the book Tyler lent me today.

java juice

2006-07-22T18:46:25Z

going home in a bit. so tired of smoking!
going home to read (name of the book i am reading still disclosed)
and spend time with mother.
hanging out with a friend tonight~ looking forward to seeing him again considering our friendship has just birthed and its kinda fragile.

la la la la... myspace rox!
tomorrow... hopefully a nice breeze. the sun is truly intense.

oh! haha.. wearing a white belt that i havent worn in MONTHS.
I had a banana smoothie today... thanx to my sister woot woot. i love her!

missing my grandparents... need to cuddle with grandpa again soooooonnnn!

carlos is sitting next to me... he has the prettiest asain eyes and awesome hair. sometimes he aggitates me but i guess it is just like having a brother.

oh! of all people, Andrew is mad at me. Simply cause I didnt call him one day like I said I was going to. Im kinda upset with him as well.. he said something about one of my friends that was kinda shallow and it hurts me to look at him cause I thought he was alot of fun. I call him Huckleberry Fin... now I just want to throw him in a cage and feed him only green beans and cauliflower. I could just turn him to stone until Im ready to see him again. I cherish him as a friend though and I am glad I met him!

I made up this "nick name"= Paupearette for myself. Im going to name my first baby{girl} Paupearette Elena.. if i ever have children that is.

Tomorrow...

Peapod

2006-07-22T17:29:48Z

Yesterday my sister picked me up and we went to the pool. I wore my old swimsuit cause my sister has a new one of mine at her boyfriends house. I didnt mind wearing a fairly old one... it was quite comfortable.
I came back up to Java Juice to get a caramel macchiato and hang out for a bit.
I woke up at approx 10 today and got dressed to come up to Java Juice to play cards with my sister.
Tyler leaves today for San Francisco/california and he'll be home next sunday. joy! Travis his brother is going as well as their mom and father.
Tonight...

yesterday and today

2006-07-21T19:16:16Z

Yesterday I sat on the couch at Java Juice and read some of this book that Tyler lent me to read. I really like the book. Im not really affirmed in saying what the book is... I just think I would like to keep it a mystery for some odd reason.
I went home at approx 4 and fell asleep till 10:30 and woke up to call tristan. Tristan came to pick me up and we went to his home for a couple of hours. He had something to take care of today so I didnt want to keep him up late.
Today I came up to Java Juice and met with Tyler... I gave him a neat green colared shirt that was too big for me and I think he really likes it. He said he was going to wear it in Cali.
My sister is coming to pick me up and we are going to hang out. fun fun
until tomorrow...

whats been happening

2006-07-19T23:18:24Z

Thrusday night I hung out with Shaun, Tyler, Andrew and some more... hung out at Java Juice then went to Tylers house after that Shaun and I went to Starbucks and met a guy named Alex. Shaun and I played chess with some people after Alex left Starbucks.
Friday night I spent the night with my aunt Yolanda. We had barbq and beer.
Saturday night I spent the night with tristan at the house he was housesitting... austin came over and we smoked a little.
Sunday I hung out with Shaun, Kim, Kathleen, Andrew... Andrew came over my apartment and we talked for a while.
Monday I hung out with Andrew at Java Juice and then we went to my apartment...
Tuesday I hung out with Alex and he is really cool.
Today... woke up at a fair time and went to Java Juice. Justin showed up and we spent a bit of time together catching up since it is rare that we see each other these days. I saw my friend Tyler and sat with him for a bit. Shaun showed up and played chess with my sister. Tyler went home for a bit and came back up to JJ. Andrw called Tyler and came up here. They left for Tylers house. Im going to meet alex sometime around 8 tonight.
thus life is wonderful within itself.

PEANUT GANG COMIC

2005-12-05T16:50:28Z

Lucy: Pig Pen you are ten minutes late for your appointment. It will be ten cents this psychiatric visit.

Pig Pen: Here is your ten cents Lucy! Ill put another nickel for a tip!

Lucy: What's your problem? Like, what can I help you with today? Pig Pen: Well, I cant stand taking a bath and all I do is play in the mudd!

Lucy: Well Pig Pen You are eventually going to have to take a bath/shower. The sooner the Better!

Lucy and Pig Pen shaking hands! Pig Pen: It has been great doing business with you Lucy. Thanks for your advise! Lucy: No Problem Pig Pen!

Lucy: Hey Pig Pen, come back here with my coin jar!!!

dreams

2005-11-16T19:58:31Z

oh my goodness! I had the scariest dream last night about Vampires and I had another dream about little aliens like the little alien on Chicken Little. weird!

chicken little

2005-11-08T19:51:07Z

I went to see chicken little at the movies sunday evening. It was so cute and funny.

comic strip

2005-11-05T21:55:58Z

Lucy: Psychiatric Help How May i help You? Snowman: I feel like I am melting!

Lucy: Five Cents please. Snowman:No Problem!!!

Lucy: The answer to your problem is simply to stand in a Freezer for one hour! You should be feeling freezing in no time. After standing in the freezer simply drink some cold beer and you will be feeling great! Snowman: Thanks for yur advice!

Lucy: Next!

paupearette @ 2005-11-02T20:33:00

2005-11-03T02:34:10Z

recent photo

2005-11-01T23:13:05Z

Tuesday

2005-11-01T20:39:46Z

This morning I had a Green tea Chai Latte.. soo delicious FROM JAVA JUICE Jones Rd.
So this update is kinda personal...
My Aunt Yolanda {age 30} has a little girl that is age 3, named Zoe. She isnt married to her daughters Father but they are together on and off. Zoe's Father moved to houston recently and he was living with Yolanda and Zoe for a while BUT they got into to many arguments so he moved out a week ago. Well, Sunday before we went out to eat at the Aquarium, we went to visit his Job ...because Zoe was dressed in her Halloween costume which was Hello Kitty Ballerina {bought at Target}. well, Zoe was asleep when we finally got there to his Job. Yolanda hopped out of the truck to check the inside out and they {Zoes father and Yolanda} talked for a while. They were hugging and kissed a little. Well, Zoe woke up and saw them hugging and she started crying. Zoe has been real upset cause Mommy and Daddy had broke up and she missed seeing him every day like when he was living with Yolanda and Zoe. So they {Yolanda and Bobby} made up and he is moving back in... YAY Plus Yolanda is pregnant but she is seriously considering Abortion because she isnt sure if she can afford to have another child; because the cost for daycare and such is tremendous. I told her I could help her watch a baby if she was considering having the baby.
Im so happy that Yolanda and Babby are going to try and work things out. I love seeing them together and I love to see him make her smile and laugh. So, Good Luck to them!!! ♥ signing off now, monica elena

update

2005-11-01T13:34:20Z

Saturday night I went to a concert with Jenny, Brenda, Abraham, Sisco, and I think Sabrina. We had fun. Sunday night I went to a halloween fair with Yolanda and Zoe. We rode the ferris wheel and painted pumpkins. After that we went out to eat at the Aquarium. That was good.

update

2005-10-27T20:26:05Z

I just got home from the mall, out to eat and nail salon. I got a manicure and a pedicure for twenty eight dollars. I didnt do any shopping at the mall this time. I ate some buffallo wings and had a chocolate shake at Chilis. fun stuff. laters

took the quiz again

2005-10-26T20:47:47Z

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new photos

2005-10-26T20:45:40Z